Thursday, 2 September 2010

Thursday 2nd August 2010 - We are still waiting.

That's what we are waiting for. Mum is uncomfortable. Mum has a headache. Mum has heartburn. That's indigestion. Mum has nausea. Mum needs to birth the baby.
Dad is cranky. Dad made a phone call today. It was not good.I have help a particular person for many years. When I made some life changes, that help was thrown up in my face. Yes, it is done to our Lord and saviour every day. I am not God and so find it hard in my week humanity to handle it. Why is it that those who are help the most can seem to be the most ungrateful? 
Christ has blessed us immensely lately. In fact I find it hard to accept and wonder what we have done to be so suddenly blessed. But we have been blessed and I am happy. Glad in fact that He has seen fit to do what He is doing. Some times I pinch myself because it all seems so unreal.
But I am/can be weak and don't like confrontation. And I guess because I am so weak that I allowed the situation with this relative to go on so long. No, so to speak, the chooks have come home to roost. My question is do I help one last time or allow the person to sink. That is one for prayer.
We dined out tonight. We often do. We go down to our local food court. That's a place which is a bit like lots of restaurants around a central dining hall. Four people dining and four separate food places used. Mother chose a full cooked breakfast. Yep, she is a female and pregnant. Daughter number one chose Subway. Daughter number two had chicken nuggets and chips from a chicken spot. I had Cantonese beef from a Chinese place. Yum.

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